What in the world happened to me?

I know i can't be perfect every day in this little life I have, but did you ever wake up and go what the heck??? What happened to me? Am I just moody this month, this year, this decade? what the heck? or maybe this time of year is harder for me. Maybe I'm sentimental about many things. I'm sensitive to everything, every word, every action towards me. I wish i was harder and sometimes I pretend to be. Maybe this is more than anyone needs to know. I woke up at about 5 am this morning from a dream where Gerry and I were looking at pictures from our past, i woke up uncomfortable and wondered where was that "me"? The me that lived on the house that the past built-where there were no regrets just lessons which pushed me to be a better person going forward?  Strange, huh? Let's get on with the show, shall we?

• Remember the other day I posted that picture on my  today is a new day post. Well i started, anyone else???? super easy. I also hiked and did yoga. Today I'm not hiking, but I will do yoga, day 2 of the starters exercise plan, wall squats and weights. I will weigh myself in 30 days using yesterday as the starting date, so let's see what happens. 
• I didn't make what i thought i was going to make yesterday which ofcourse you didn't know what i was making....lol that made so much sense. I made burgers! i am eating a patty right as we speak...err write...
• What I like about myself today? hmmm, i like my hair and makeup...does that count? I think i already went too deep today. 
• musica for you??? oh yes...

• alright so tomorrow starts the birthday boy's weekend. not really since he has to work, but if your birthday is on a friday you have a whole weekend to play bratty bday kid. 
• have you seen this??? are you a woman??? do you love chocolate? if you're a woman you love chocolate, so looky here...2 ingredient chocolate mousse HELLO heaven!!!! let's make this...
• precious moments are far to come by, hold them tight and remember them always.
• yes i do sound like a hallmark card there.
• ok i gotta run. try the chocolate mousse thing, enjoy the bangles and hopefully tomorrow we'll be fitter and leaner than yesterday....well atleast we'll weigh the same as the day before after the mousse..right?

Just breathe and listen to the Beatles.

Boppin in my seat...la la la..."i'll always be true, you know I love you...so pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease love me dooooo" i can't help but be a little happy.

• ok..i made yummy treats last night. Molded chocolate cheesecakes is a good tutorial. I used these rubber skull molds. I melted chocolate i found around the house and followed the directions. Unfortunately i should have used more chocolate and more filling, because the molds are a lot larger than the ones shown in the tutorial. My only problem is that the chocolate melts pretty quick...or maybe it's just my chocolate. lol. I'll take pics of these works of art later on today. oh and i tried to make them pops, but my pops weren't straight..hahaha...they were at an angle so they look all silly. shrug. they tasted goooood!.
• i'm thinking I need to see the acupuncturist. But after looking at the calendar, it doesn't look like I can until the 22nd. BOOOOO. why does relief have to cost so much money. back and hips feeling off.....bleh.
• Mentally feeling better...i think. lol. you can never be too sure with the brain..what do you think pooh?

 no answer, must be all the fluff...

• Moses Lake, WA repeals it's dangerous breed ban. check out KC Dog Blog about the details. Pretty interesting stuff. Talks about infringement of civil rights and it's pretty impressive what one person did to repeal the stupid law. 
• i woke up thinking about dinner again. I have ground beef defrosted and ready for something. I'm thinking some patty melts, but i can do something better...I may need to check pinterest to get some new ideas....follow me if you'd like! Oh wait...the goodies button doesn't work here and i can't find it on. My issue with pinterest is that there are a lot of error messages. As cool as it is, these issues need to be handled ASAP or else us pinterest addicts are going to go aggro. 
• I may need an ativan today. 
• I think i will try the chocolate chip oreo cookies tonight. I owe a friend some cookies.......
• Every day i am going to say something I like about myself. I also thought of doing a photo project of my very own that doesn't include MR I don't like pictures. don't get me started on that. Anyway one thing that i like about myself. This is sorta hard, but I'm going to tell you that I like who I am because I like a lot of things. I don't stick to one spectrum of life, I like it all. Of course that goes for many things like religion, music, fashion, art, books etc. I try to practice acceptance. I guess that's more than one thing, but really that's something I really like about me. I try not to dress only one way, listen to one type of music, believe in only one thing...etc... there are different colors in the rainbow, if it was only one green arc i don't think we'd be so awed by it. 

 that felt sorta good. i kinda got a bit proud of myself. i'm wearing a grin. Apparently that's the sexiest thing about a woman. heehee.

• OK, must do that mini meditation too...sometimes...smacking people is not the answer. remember that....

 and with that I must leave you. bugs and doves i gotta go....hugs.

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