Moonday.

I officially feel bad for Monday. We all hate Mondays-unless it's a holiday-but don't you feel bad that this day gets the shits? I mean check it out:

Even cute and furry animals are trying to convince you that Monday is a horrible day when in fact it's not MONDAY, it's WORK or SCHOOL!!! And it's the fact that the most popular days of the week that the population is off for is right before-so poor Monday is hated and spat on until it blesses us with three day weekends at least 4 times a year. So forgive Monday. I'll try to i promise.

• So I, Santa Claus, have received the boys' christmas list. Thank the lawd it's all on Amazon AND it's not uber outrageous. Of course I have to be very careful with what i buy. I definitely can't buy him anything heavy that would ruin Christmas because I'd need his help to carry it in and wrap it and then lift it to the tree and then bring it out from under the tree. Yeah, not gonna work. lol. But i'm stoked because it's a good list and it's stuff he'll like. Now I have to pray he lays off the list and doesn't buy himself anything from it. 
• I probably should make a list. I know i want a kindle or something like that. i think the kindle fire is pretty neat and really all i need. I'm not planning on writing books or doing work on that little thing. I'd like a blender, one that matches my black chrome adoration. I love clothes. boots. I need new perfume, but i need to go play in Macy's. a purse. Art supplies.  i'm actually pretty simple, i guess. hahaha.
• My christmas shopping started a while ago. I have a little pile gathering of things.
• I want....no I MUST go see the Nutcracker this Christmas. This Xmas is a bit different and I want to make it pleasing, warm and special.  This would just add a bit of glimmer and sparkle.

• <------i cannot get rid of this damn bullet.
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  i love the beginning where they're gathered for a party and the tree and the well..if you haven't seen it. GO! For My close by friends here is the link
• I have so many ideas for Christmas. ha. this has turned into a christmas blog. Well Bay Area People here are some important dates:
• • November 18th Macy's holiday pet adoption display
  • November 18th Embarcadero Holiday Building Lighting and Fireworks
  • November 19th-Occupy flash mob in Oakland. (not quite sure if i want to go to this) FYI.
  • November 25th-Parade of lights AND tree ceremony in the city. DAMMIT! BUT San Rafael has snow and sledding. lol. 
  Well you all get the point there's more and  more happening this season and I can't wait. I got my info from http://sf.funcheap.com/events Never ever complain that there's nothing to do. After I checked out this site I freaked, there is TONS to do!!!
• • Have a wonderful day peeps. We got some crazy bulletpoints here....

did ya miss me?

I know out one day and little miss me just assumes you kept checking in over and over again all day and cried because I had nothing non witty to say. Well here I am. Just a busy day in the jacky hood, so you know i had shit to do and couldn't do diss...

• Yesterday emotionally i felt something piss me off...anger boil inside me and I tackled it. I said to the anger-what has made you upset, because you know you're not just pissed, you're actually sad about something and it's made you upset because you don't like feeling sadness, anger is more powerful. I found the root of the anger, i discussed it honestly and openly and although i still have fears about some things my decision to confront my anger and call it what it really is-sadness, really helped. Try it sometime. WE all get pissy about something. Find the root. if you feel pain, then embrace the pain and let it go. I know, who needs to take advice from a whacko like me...just kidding me. I'm actually quite wise. i could be an owl. 
• Gerry's mom made all of the married couples in her family christmas tree skirts. We never got one seeing as though we aren't married. I see some beautiful ones on Ideeli. I'm thinking that maybe Gerry and I can pick one out. i really like this one:

they have one in green too.

• I did buy 4 items today from Hautelook for Xmas presents! i have to do it slowly so it won't hurt my wallet.

OK so i wrote half of this post about a week ago. oops. sorry guys and dolls i've been uber busy.

• Hello New Yoga video and super sore muscles. I actually need to take two days off between exercises. I am now two lbs lighter people!!! Two pounds. i was scared of weighing myself this morning because I had a burger last night and it wouldn't be pretty. but i think i'll check tomorrow. I have to start my little diet book again, it's not really a diet but you keep track of everything you eat, drink and how much you weigh. It really makes you look at all the calories you take in daily. I saw my little book when we were cleaning up a  couple of months ago. I may have to make a new one. 
• here's a link to the yoga program i'm doing. the hollywood trainer yoga seriously people, i feel sore, but it's a good sore. 
• Because we all need to hear a good love song.

• I love pinterest. It's been a while since i've been really able to have fun on it, because i've been so damn busy. I'm really hoping i get a tablet for xmas, because i want to play while Gerr is on the computer and do my yoga video and etc....Oh wait where was i going with that...uhm yeah. ok so i began following someone who I, personally, feel has horrid taste in clothing.  She'll keep posting stuff over and over and i'm actually grossed out. I know i'm terrible. What do i do?????? 
• Thanksgiving is a couple of weeks away!!!! I'm so excited! I get to make turkey at home for friends!!! I have to make sure i have everything ready....:)
• I had a great weekend, it rained on Saturday which was actually nice. I did get to take Bella on her walk and play fetch with her. Sunday on the other hand she was a brat and we had to go home because of her behavior-she wasn't listening to me at all! She did redeem herself at the second dog park. :)

Alright luvs must go now. Have a great day and i'll come back tomorrow with something more interesting i hope. :)

Whales and pillows are overrated.

Let's get on to the good stuff shall we???

• I dreamt about whales. Lots of them. Some where huge and swam slow close to the shore. Others swam fast and flew out of the water just to dive right back in again. There seemed to be a stream closer to me and the dead whales and sharks passed by. It was beautiful yet strange. What the heck does it all mean. I found www.dreamforth.com and typed in whales my dream dictionary definition said:

To dream of a whale represents self-awareness.

To dream of a whale indicates a healthy ability to see the spiritual side of your waking existence. It may also imply that there is an aspect of your life, perhaps a project or personal relationship, that has grown too large for you to easily handle.

 

 the curiousdreamer's dream dictionary says:

Swimming can represent moving forward in your life or trying to achieve a goal (get somewhere in your life), or freedom from your usual limitations.

whale Ancient, grand, wisdom, intuition, or the subconscious. Authentic personal power, integrity, or good will. Dreaming of this animal can represent:

• Having too much of one of these qualities, or that you could benefit by being less this way
• Not having enough of one of these qualities, or that you could benefit by being more like this
• Someone or something in your real life with whom you associate one of these qualities (an event, situation, threat, etc.)

For more clues, pay attention to what the animal was doing or any particular characteristic that stood out.

 Very interesting if you ask me. There's a big thing I'm doing right now, which I don't want to announce until i feel it's like i've overcome it. So, I like these interpretations. AND just in case I have to clear things up: Gerry and I are fine and I'm not pregnant.

• I've been going to bed the last couple of nights sans pillow. I know it sounds odd, but less neck pain in the morning. I would think it would have the opposite effect. I thought I needed a rolled out towel under my neck or something....Maybe i do, but anything that may relieve this pinched nerve would be a good thing. Gerry didn't get to see the video last night. We had a dinner celebration for our friend last night, he will watch it tonight if i have to do this to him:

•  Still tripping it out about my whales...let's look at pretty whale pictures:

 Aren't they beautiful? I really wish I could see one in real life and not in my dreams or an aquarium. sigh...

•  i actually meditated for a little bit yesterday. the TV was on though....so I don't think it counts. So how does one meditate or what is meditation....check out http://www.how-to-meditate.org/ they have videos, breathing exercises etc... Remember meditation is about calming the mind and clearing it. I don't have it down pat and can actually only sit for so long until my butt alerts me to move around, but sometimes it really does make a difference to shut your eyes, concentrate on your breathing and attempt to clear your mind. I have to start this on a daily basis. 
• I smell like a boy today. I used Gerry's deodorant and he sprayed my leg with cologne this morning. I kinda like it.
• i validated some shopping this morning by shopping for others. Christmas shopping has begun. :)
• mmmm hard boiled eggs are delicious.

ok at this rate I'll be writing this thing all day. Enjoy everyone. Hugs.