The award for the most annoying thing in the world

Goes to my ARM and NECK. Come on heal damn you. Granted it's getting "better", but better for me is I can function WITHOUT muscle relaxers. I don't like being dependent on drugs, especially these kinds. I know i take some drugs that are preventative-for migraines and my proctitis. but you all know what i mean...bla. oh and yesterdays blog was so much better, but when i went to publish it, the publish button didn't do squat. pissed me off.

• The internet is dangerous. very. Why? Because people become hypochondriacs when they're sick. I plead guilty to this as well, i am in no way innocent from the googling and the Webmding....BUT, I do a lot more research than most people.  For instance, Gerry is sick and he has some little symptoms that he's freaking out about and he looks it up and people are saying stuff like Hand, foot and mouth disease, thrush and other diseases I can't even pronounce...well, ahem..people of the internet LOOK UP this stuff. first of all unless you're an infant or a very old person #1 and #2 you most likely won't get unless you have a terrible immune system. Poor guy read to me people's "strange" symptoms and i looked at him and was like sounds like they have a flu and a fever and it's just their immune system attacking the viral infection. sigh. He needs a doctor...insurance...something.....witchdoctor maybe?
• Holy Cow OHIO! Your bill is on it's way to the Governor!!! I have to link you to this article and then  you can read all the comments of Ohioans....House-axes-25-year-old-pit-bull-law I like that this article is pretty straight forward. Giving you the pluses and minuses and etc...but when you read how people talk over there, i shiver. For instance....

 "The 'pit bull' has the distinction or characteristic that, when they grab on, they don't let go," Mr. Goodwin said. "You can say all you want about all these other breeds, but 'pit bulls' are the choice for drug dealers and other bad folks for a reason."

 "Locally, Toledo has a real problem with gangs, and [police] used to use that law to help control the streets of Toledo," he said. "It used to be if someone was out walking two or three 'pit bulls,' they were inviting the police to shake them down. Now, they can walk 10 'pit bulls' and the police can't stop them because they don't have probable cause. You can hide drugs, but it's pretty hard to hide a 'pit bull.' "

WOW. these statements are uhm...SCARY! isn't this what you call PROFILING?  isn't that something you're not supposed to do??? I have a pitty, we'll call her that even though i believe she's a staffy, but i don't dress, look or act like a gangster. Thank God i don't live in Ohio. Also reading the comments well, you can read them and decide for yourself. Some people are very smart on there and others well are quite dumb...

• massssaaaage later. I cannot wait. Which also means it's order dinner night. I'll be too relaxed to want to do anything, oh my, i left dishes in the sink...bleh...fuck it. 
• hmm, i was thinking about my birthday....i don't know if i want any presents...I think i may ask people to get me dog stuff...and then i want to give it to BadRap. How crazy does that sound? I want to visit the facility on my birthday too...See if Bella and I can go there for some more training. That would be awesome. I want to do something special for a cause I believe in. For a place i truly believe in...Alright i wrote them an email.  I'd rather do this than anything else for my birthday. I don't even need a brunch.  just this http://www.badrap.org/node/92 i sent you to the training classes...i want to do this soooo bad.....
• just in case you want to go shopping for undies and bras, forever 21 has a good sale and i can't look at it....i have enough!!!!
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 ok...is this cute or what? found it on cuteoverload.com

• I WILL LEAVE YOU WITH THIS...i failed the special k challenge due to lack of milk. :( i will get some milk and start all over. 

Have a wonderful day everyone.

FFAAARFEGNOOOGAN....

ok so not exactly a word and not exactly a sound. I'm feeling sorta better. Now better means my neck isn't as stiff, the radiating pain from my neck down to my elbow is still there but it's not as persistent. it's friggin annoying though. I can only think i'm doing something right. Last night was probably the worst. I couldn't find a position to lay in or sit or anything without the constant ache of the nerve trying to stab me internally. This morning it hurts, but it's like i can handle it. I never label myself a Christian or a Catholic or a person of any denomination and I rarely ask God for anything unless I need to pray for others (yes i do believe in God) but I did ask him to help me with the pain. Thanks Big Guy/Gal for soothing it a bit. :)

• I have to give my boyfriend a medal. Lately he's been this amazing guy. He's always been wonderful but seriously people, something's happened to him in the last couple of weeks and he's done some things that make me go hmmmmm.....For instance, he soaked the burners and cleaned the stove. He said it was dirty. yup, that's what happens when I don't feel too hot, things wind up getting dirty. Also, not only did he offer to give me a massage, he actually gave me one. :) He's just been very helpful and kind.  
• People at work are amazing as well. You'd think i took a bunch of pain meds this morning since i'm finding so many people amazing. People at work are helping me move stuff around since I can't. They're finding solutions to help me complete projects....I feel pretty blessed. And let me tell you something, I have come into work each day not wanting to. I have felt like crap and felt the burning pain down my arm and just wanted to lay down and ice or heat it-which i probably should have done. But i've come in because I need to and because i have a responsibility here. They do take care of me and only when I urgently need to go home will i do so. I think they see that. :)
• So BIG question....who was affected by the "blackout" because I wasn't. I could google all day long. Granted Google had a censorship bar over it, but that didn't stop me. Craigslist still worked because Gerry uses that all day long when he's at home....I didn't check wikipedia because didn't have the need to. According to Zdnet's article, if you read between the lines....it didn't...
• RAIN! sort of, it's not raining right now...Here's SF Gates link. I 'm hoping the rain stays for a while. Gerry really wants to go snowboarding and since it hasn't rained that means no snow in the mountains. Come on Snow!!!
• ok yeah tell me the picture below isn't super cute.....

•  ok so this morning i weighed myself and was sad to see i gained a little, but it was my fault completely. I ate a delicious meat and cheese filled calzone and i'm not going to be depressed about it. No exercise means no fatty foods. :) tonight is a spanish night. Making some Carne Asada, beans and rice with a little salad. weight should be back to normal in a couple of days.
• ok people if you're on ideeli and/or hautelook keep your eye out for Orion London. They have some cute retro inspired dresses and I wish i can order them from their website. Currently ideeli has some dresses for about 50-70 bucks. I'm still not seeing something i really want on their list, but definitely will keep my eye out for this designer. Check out this cute dress 
• I'm doing so good right now. I'm looking at all the items on ideeli that i want and i'm like nope...not gonna do it...ok..i lied..i bought a purse. I need a new purse not a bag that I can fit my dog in...lol. i love my bag, but i need something a bit smaller. :) 25 bucks...can't go wrong!
• This isn't really my cup of tea, but for you Bay Area peeps, Noise Pop 2012 is here.. seems like an affordable time too. :)
• I need something funny, because the pain in my arms is getting awful....

HAHAHAHAHAA!

 

Alrighty folks, gotta boogie...have a great day.

mmmmmph

Still in a bit of neck pain...i have to say it's maybe a bit better than yesterday, but still it's only 9:16 and i've officially been awake for only 2 hours. My blog titles will be sounds because i'm frustrated and I hurt, when i feel better the titles will be words that don't describe pain. so ARGHHF DLKJGAKZJ ZZ!!!!!! POO

• So i'm sitting here doing my stuff and sniff sniff sniff...something smells odd...kinda like dog food...WHAT DO I HAVE IN MY POCKET???? but little smelly Bella treats. lol. always be prepared...
• holy bonkers i have to stop thinking about this pain....FORK.
• So, ok this bill going through Congress, PIPA and SOPA and affecting all of us-check out Google's big black censored block-can be thoroughly explained here. It's a good article and explains it somewhat. hmmm internet piracy...well I get it, drugs and stuff shouldn't be sold on the internet, but movies, music and whatever leave it alone. You're not going to win. How about using that money and monitoring child porn, animal abuse sites and sick shit like that. Yeah, i admit the internet may need a babysitter, because there are sick people in the world, but when it comes to music and movies and stuff like that, give me a break. 
• ugh 
• bleh....

 BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA. that is funny.

 and that's how i'm ending today....sorry...too much pain...GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
and fuck censorship. :)