I feel hollow in there today.
The weekend was a good one, but still a lot of emotions were all over the place. Takes a toll, you know?
My eyes feel dry and still leaky....
There are so many emotions over the last week that i just wish i could have gone back and fought them instead of making me look like an asshole.
it doesn't seem to matter what i feel, because usually those feelings are wrong anyway...
i am not having a pity party. Just feels like my emotions seem to have no real worth; almost like I was born wrong. Or dealt with life wrong from the beginning. Or never learned how to handle things correctly...
who the heck knows...
feels like the older i get the more issues i have....and here i thought i was getting wiser...just turns out i'm colder...
wow i feel pretty damn low.
this must not be enjoyable to read.
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