Oy Vey...

I am feeling good today.

Yup Yup! I definitely feel swell. I decided to wear one of my new dresses and it FIT perfectly! So far I've lost 7 lbs and I can feel it in this dress!!! When i first got it, it was a bit tight and i was sad. At the time I received the dress i was a size 8 (the dress is a size 8, but you know, designers these days can't make a size match all across the board. grr), since then I went down a pant size.

This morning I thought about the dress and decided I would try it and if it didn't work I would just wait until i lost a little more. So I slid it over my head and couldn't get it past my arms, took it off and looked at it in confusion...I don't remember it being that tight....There was a side zipper. I unzipped it, brought the dress over my head, it hung on my shoulders, and i zipped the side zipper. I bit my lip as I waited for the stupid zipper to get caught or have to struggle to zip it up, but no it went zzzzzzzzzzzzzzziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip.

My dress fits. 

Here is me attempting to get my whole self in the picture. thank god for cell phones and timers. :)

I got this dress from Ideeli or was it Hautelook??? i don't remember but if you click on the darling clothes site right there, you can see how much it costs by going directly to the vendor. They have some awesome pieces and I look forward to buying more of their stuff!!! 

Also you can't really see but the shoes are from Kustom Shoes and they're pretty cute...pssst also from Hautelook. :)

My day was pretty good UNTIL.....

A page I wanted to visit WASN'T loading. I got the white screen with the little circley thingy that says connecting, connecting. I have been stressing over it for like 30 minutes; retrying and retrying and I just need to give it up!!!! Who the heck cares!? But for some reason it is the most annoying friggin thing in the world. It's almost like when you lose something you normally use, let's say your glasses or your keys and it almost brings you to tears. Yeah, sorta like that or it could just be me...since I am on crazy pills, right? Or maybe it's just hormones. who knows. still annoying and i hope they have a massive apology on their website for being a poopoo head.

And with that, I will have to go meditate and relax because my fibro hates stress....So i shall leave you with a pretty picture of Bella i took at lunch.

Are there any wild cows left in the world?

Gerr and I were driving home from the car show yesterday and the drive is actually lovely, even if it's on a freeway. Lots of rolling hills and cows artistically placed munching the grass. I got to thinking about cows and the fact that in the U.S. we don't have cows roaming around being cows. Like, let's say a chicken, there are wild chickens; not every chicken turns into an egg machine or a KFC meal; cows are destined to be milk producers and hamburger. They don't do anything else. It's like we took this calm animal and strictly made it a food source. We robbed it of it's freedom to be an animal and live and die like foxes or wolves etc....

It's a really sad thought, isn't it? I know, not really the thing you want to read first thing in the morning, but I had to release it into the world.  This animal will never be extinct, because we'll keep on breeding them for a life of creating dairy and then dying for food. Here is where I'll add that I do eat meat.  I wish I didn't have to. I, actually, do not eat as much meat as I should.  I have low iron storage and iron pills alone (2 a day and a multivitamin with MORE iron) don't do shit. When i feel shaky I eat meat and I feel much better. I know we probably can't live without meat, but I also don't feel it's right to do this to an animal either. At some point, because we're humans and we mess shit up a lot, something bad is going to happen. Madcow disease X a million. (i'm not the only one asking these questions-i googled it and found several people had asked this same question. I'm glad i'm not the only one who notices.)

Alright lets lift the spirits somewhat....how's about a livingsocial deal for real MINK eyelash extensions? yeah...what the fuck?

I guess i'm sounding a little low today, but I'm not. I'm actually glad to be at work. My weekend was alright, nothing awesome or anything (i really can't expect for every weekend to be filled with awesomeness), but I did relax and read a lot. So, my brain was getting some exercise. I did watch more than a normal person's fair share of movies, though. I can't remember any of them right now. lol

Also in other Random News: I've lost 6 lbs!

Anyone else a fan of the new HBO series Girls?  I really like it. It wasn't on last night and i was fuurrrreaking out that maybe it was cancelled, but shrug, i dunno, maybe i forgot what night it's supposed to be on...so i'm hoping i can watch it some time this week.

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I got a comment the other day asking  how do you protect yourself from someone stealing your content online....I don't really know how to answer that.  I try my best to just write what's going on with me, I may think it's interesting but somehow i doubt it's interesting to everyone, if someone stole an idea or something, i would definitely think "That person is not very nice and i hope they open their car window one day and a monkey goes ape shit on their asses." But alas, how do you control that (not the monkey, but someone taking your written content)?  If anyone has suggestions, please leave them in the comments section. I'm sure she would love to read them.

Have a wonderful day wittle monkey butts!